Getting back into things with #5

Okay

So Official Restart Weight 220... sounds familiar... no? Well I think it was my start weight for round 4, either 220 or 230. I should look it up, but I don't want any bad news.

June Restart

It took me a while to be able to restart- I'm not sure if I was putting it off, or if the world was. Either way this round is long over due!

at some point I stopped weighing myself everyday. MAJOR MISTAKE. Then I just stop caring, stop realizing what I'm doing and what I'm ruining!

So more lessons were learned on this break. hopefully I can get back down to 190 easily. I need to focus! I need to be disciplined! I need to get back on the big track.

Looks like I need three more rounds to get to my goal of 140 lbs. I still think it is a good goal, but I know that I shouldn't just be concerned with the number, there are a lot of other factors to keep in mind when I'm, striving for 'completion'. Maybe I'll take a vote at the end of two more rounds. Maybe that will be a happy weight. Maybe it won't be. Then the biggest struggle: actually keeping the changes to my life, holding fast on my new thoughts about food, taste, right and wrong.

They say that breaking up is hard to do, well so it breaking habits.