Life is tricky. There are two battles raging in my mind at all times: reality and perception.
I perceive myself as getting fit but the reality is that the scale continues to climb and I continue to freak out. When I freak out, I want to eat something.... and when I'm too busy with work and school I just want to eat something fast and fatty.
I think I'm tired of fighting with the perception of what people are thinking. I care- all of the time- every moment of every day. I change 27 times based on who I will be with and what have they liked in the past.
This much caring is exhausting.
