AMAZING NEWS

An amazing wedding to go to in September- friends from college.

So- what does that mean for me and this diet, should I be further along.

CRAP!

alexa

dear man in the circle

tonight i packed up my 'diet approved dinner' and went for a picnic with a co worker. Calmly eating chicken, tomatoes, and sipping water.

THEN

I hear it

a familiar sound

a yummie food in a plastic jar

peanuts.

I'm pretty sure they were honey roasted.

I almost took him out.. ... .. ...

but I resisted.

shot day 29 with 27 pounds lost.

I did cheat one day so far. Here is my reason. It was my dad's birthday. I live in MD. we had crabs. that is the only think i cheated on. everything else was normal. but I did gain a pound. probably because old bay has sugar in it... I think. that is what I will blame it on.

And i might have to cheat again because I have to go to this formal dinner for a work meeting I'm hosting. I've tried to think about how I could get out of it and nothing has come to mind. sadly. so I'm going to try to stay strict during all the buffet lunches and breakfasts. but I'll eat the dinner. I'm really going to watch out for the actual sugar in take. that must be the killer on the scale. Anyway that meeting is next week. so I'm hoping i can quickly recover from that with the last few days I have afterward.

I am officially 39.4 pounds lighter than when i started this whole adventure. That number SHOULD be 57.4 but i gained back weight during the month of may. I'm trying not to think about it but I'm so annoyed at myself!! Imagine is i was almost to 60 instead of 40 pounds lost.

OKAY mental shift

40 pounds is still amazing. and I have at least ten more days to go- SHOOTING for 50! and nothing else matters!

WANT WANT WANT

The cravings are officially here. On shot day 20 there was a glimmer but lets face it it was the fourth of July. But today- on shot day 21 IT IS OFFICIAL!!!

current wants:

medium burger off of the grill- something exciting like spicy, cheesy, oniony, garlicy,

Tortilla chips & 7 layer dip,

peanuts.

end of sad story.